I identify as an emerging writer. As I was sharing this thought with my advisor this past week, I was questioned as to why I identify as “emerging.” I believe I am beyond capable of writing; however, I don’t have the confidence to share my feelings or use my voice. This is how this blog started. It is a personal project to find my confidence and voice and rise from an emerging level.
Honestly, this is one of the most stretching projects I have embarked on. Much of this comes from the false narrative of how things “should” be. Am I qualified? Do I have anything of value to add? What if I offend someone? These are all thoughts that I have had about writing and using my voice. These thoughts often paralyze me. Once I decide to pull up my confidence pants, I start thinking (okay, really, this is my business brain on turbo) about, “Maybe I should put SEO on it.”, “Maybe I should create a workshop.”, “Maybe I should create some type of call to action.” I had a mentor once who said, “Quit shoulding all over yourself!” Ah, yes, breathe.
I am learning that we each have a story to tell or share. Sometimes we have something to teach, and sometimes we have something to learn. I realize this published blog, which not many know exists (at this point) is a safe space for me to emerge from and grow in. I can put aside my fears and “shoulds” and really embrace the curiosity of writing what is on my heart and mind. So here we go again; I’m taking a deep breath and hitting publish.
